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A quiet mind

A quiet mind without any thought, without any seed of desire. Don't be scared. The desire is alive, it is always there, running bright like a flame. But, it comes and it goes. And therefore, I say it is non-existent. I donot identify with it. It is just simply like watching a wave go up and go down without any involvement. Watching it passively.

Holy Man

"Word spread across the countryside about the wise Holy Man who lived in a small house atop the mountain. A man from the village decided to make the long and difficult journey to visit him.
 When he arrived at the house, he saw an old servant inside who greeting him at the door.
"I would like to see the wise Holy Man," he said to the servant.
The servant smiled and led him inside. As they walked through the house, the man from the village looked eagerly around the house, anticipating his encounter with the Holy Man.
Before he knew it, he had been led to the back door and escorted outside. He stopped and turned to the servant,
"But I want to see the Holy Man!"
"You already have," said the old man. "Everyone you may meet in life, even if they appear plain and insignificant... see each of them as a wise Holy Man. If you do this, then whatever problem you brought here today will be solved.""

Occult Psychic Device

Correct way of using Occult Psychic Device: 

1. First of all, be relaxed. Do away with all thoughts of day to day activities. Know that most of your thoughts are leading you knowwhere. I am not sure if you know this that "Most thoughts most of us think are not result of our own freedom to chose or brain, but a result of endless thought ocean that we are living in. All the thoughts we are thinking come as a result of what we were attached to or did in the past and the environment we are or have grown".

2. Deep breathly and slowly.

3. Have some source of light that can make the center of the device shine. Do as is convenient to you. Try to let the center shine behind the black background of the device. I suggest donot keep the light source near the device, but at some distance, such that it can shine. The black background might also shine with the light, but that is fine. You have to go in trance (preferably, without blinking eyes, as much possible) and when you are quiet, relaxed and can gaze on the device, you would "sink in". Remember, device is just a way to lead to complete mind control. Eventually, it is you who have "to let the process happen to you", happen such that it completely works.

Chaos Magic

There are few points related to Chaos Magic, I would like to put across:

1. It is nothing, but a special kind of visualization. In the end and in simple terms, it all becomes visualization. Chaos or any other kind of magic intends to build upon the basic principle of 'visualization and imagination'. And solve problems that are commonly faced and enhance the focus and manifestation results of them.

2. Idea is to by-pass the consious mind somehow. And therefore, you create sigil or magical words or magical servitors that are 'symbols' to some reality that you want to create or see. This can help you see something in your mind's eye and keep it in mind and help you put your focus on.

Concentration and Witnessing: How are they same or different?

Anybody who has ever read "indian meditation" is aware of the importance given to witnessing. Witnessing is a state of mind where you are detached and unemotional to your thoughts and about what is happening around you. It doesnot mean being insensitive, but it does mean not emotional about it. Witnessing means simply standing like an observer and looking at thoughts coming and going without interference. Witnessing is also known as "Sama" meaning not involved with pain and pleasure. You are simply there. Pain comes and goes. Pleasure comes and goes. You are detached, transcended and beyond them. Your field of awareness includes both of them and therefore, doesnot identify with the individual form. As your meditation develops, it becomes easier to be more alert and at the same time detached and a simple witness in normal awakening state as well.

Movement of Thought

Thoughts is a function of the mind. It is a living being. It has always occured to me that we cannot be on top of the food chain. Universe is so fast and intelligent. There has to be somebody who eats us. And I was right. Thought depends on us. The way we eat plants and animals, thoughts eat us. And then a sam e thought can  reply on many people together and eat them, thus becomng stronger and bigger. Just as it happens in any commercial campaign or during some riots. I wanted this ability to know thoughts. And I discovered that the silent mind is one that includes thought. we can bcome aware of thought (ours as well as others) not by thinking, but by becoming quite, silent. It is the nature of the silent mind to know thought and its game. And then it becomes possible to play with it and help it become your friend. Till the day mind doesnot learn to be silent, thought s a reckless servant and an enemy. And when the mind becomes void, quite. The state that is known by most as opposite to thought, we can know thought in its depthness. KNowing thought mean knowing Maya, knowing desire, knowing this world. And this understanding takes us immediately into the total understanding of this universe and life.

Will

Will as we know it is the true manisfesting force in the universe. It is the start and it is the end. You can invoke a spirit by will. Talk to it and learn and explore. Nobody knows if it is real. As long as you are getting results, it is real. And you get result only if you invoke it with will.

The reason why we fail so often is not that we donot try too hard or are not sure, but that we donot spend enough time charging our INTENT or WILL. This chargng is important if we want to be sure of what is happening to us. I was watchin this Chaos magic book. And it occurred to me that the only way to govern and become one with the self is by charging our will. WE often consider it too unimportant to charge the intention. You may want clairvoyance or astral projection or talk to the light being, you simply donot SIGILIZE your intent or create a servitor or simply charge your intent enough. Simply sit and charge you intent before talking any action or thinking what to do and what not. The INTENT is simply like a vehicle on which you would drive. Once it is prepared, it would take you where you want to go.

Seedless desire

Just am thinking if becoming seedless is the end to life. Thinking is not the right word. Since, thinking is not possible when you are seedless. What is seedless?? Seedless means a state where every desire is burnt and nothing left except complete silence. The desire even to exist or not to exist. All thoughts are gone. And this is all sunya, all zero. Right word is pure and absolute.

A person may become seedless and then the gravity to keep him on earth becomes thin. He finds it difficult to stay and work. Still he hangs on. Like Buddha said that he was there to help people, to show the path, Krishna was there to play. But what was it that kept him on earth. What was the thin thread? Donot know. May his desire to act perfectly and play perfectly.

I am a non-believer

Today, i was reading about the attacks of Islamic extremists in Jordan. It is shameful to read about the beliefs that sucide bombers cater to.
http://memri.org/bin/articles.cgi?Page=subjects&Area=jihad&ID=IA7401

How these people think about some vague Paradise and become irresponsible for this very life that we are living in. It is difficult to become responsible and come face to face with the reality, since that needs courage. And we are always lacking the courage. It is easy to die thinking of some gift of some paradise (and 72 virgins) from the God than come face to face with the reality of the world and take the responsibilites on self. My favourite saying by Robert Svoboda (whose master said this) goes like this: